slept at 5am on the first night.

had a little sleep on the 2nd night.

3rd night went drinking.

so... i was freaking sleepy and tired throughout the whole camp.

needless to say the after camp pool slot was a total killer to me.

i think i was having a mini hangover and when i sprint i felt my boat was going left and right, not straight. although alex told me nothing of this sort happened when i sprint.

drinking became puking again. hahaha.

drank with a few sprinters. quite funny when they got drunk/high. 

i just remembered i did like 5 star jumps because ben said it will get high, laughed at the slightest thing, played indian poker, played the hand game with sh (which he say don't have) 

and the things which alex said to me. 

i don't feel it myself but i will try.

maybe i just need more confidence in myself, don't be afraid to fail.

getting stressed AGAIN.

a little stress is good though.

the next thing is that i should really cut down on drinking. because of training and money. especially i shouldn't drink the day before a pool slot. it really drains me and i can't do my best making myself wasting my own time there. give it a count, it has been 3 pool slots i've done that sort of thing. 

school reopen next week !