another week is finishing soon. how fast.

my eastpak bag came today but I wasn't at home so have to collect it at cck tomorrow.

i'm gonna sleep early tonight. nights

suddenly felt emo after listening to a song. 

emo during compro. hahaha.

it's been long since i felt like this.

after that went home, went to do my iac.

out at 6pm. met up with the sinhan, leonel and benedict at bpp.

took bus 960, it was ownage. a bus full of ah neh neh. it was hot and any bars we touch were fucking oily and some of them are gays so we were like so afraid.

was glad when the bus reach little india. but then i still feel that the bus was fucking dirty.

reached bugis and immediately went to wash our hands. met up with malcolm, damian and dickson.

went to have steamboat. personally i feel the food sucks there, but what do you expect for 15 dollars. all of us ordered 1 bottle of heneiken each except ben. again we forced leonel to drink. hahaha.

finishing it was a bit high only. went to bugis junction, the don't know what puff shop was giving out free samples but we just stood there to eat and eat. i think we already quite high so didn't care about our faces. haha. 

saw a sports camp gl there, alice. we were like thinking is it her, and then leonel went to shout out her name loudly. haha, i think he drunk already, 1 bottle of heneiken can own him. she turned, so we were like thinking want to ask her to help us take a picture of us.

picture taken. went back to bp next, leonel went home.

our high-ness became low. because the bus ride was long and sleepy.

went to sinhan house to take his vodka pears. 

head over to fajar shopping centre for green tea, cups, lots of macdonald serviettes and ice. 

saw jerome there drinking with a bunch of friends.

head over to a roof carpark near there. 

omfg. i was so freaking hot cause i was not in my sports attire. i took out all my clothes till my boxers. 

started drinking, this time, we didn't mix at all. it was neat at first and then had it on the rocks.

played zhong ji mi ma and i think i lose the most. and then whenever i drink i would drink quite a lot.

so damian and i got superrrr high. started dancing to sinhan's hardstyle music.

did hiphop, robot dance, crappy dance, tango, indian dance. LOL

i was perspiring like how i ran finish a 4km run.

played catching and rugby with the green tea. by that time we already finish the vodka. i think this is the fastest time we finish the vodka for just a few of us.

went over to my house to get another bottle of vodka. hahahaha.

i saw a group of indians on the way opposite the street and i just shouted heyyoz. they replied with happy deepavali. hahaha.

we were singing loudly on the streets. damn horrible singing i tell you.

went home changed to my sports attire and took the vodka. head over the the park nearby.

at that time damian was already dead. i felt like vomiting while mal and sinhan superrrrrr high-ness just kicked in. 

all of us were just singing in the hut. i high halfway and went to vomit already.

damian came my house to sleep while mal went to sinhan house.

damian still went to shit at my house. hahaha. i didn't know drunk people can still have feeling to shit.

wanted to wait for him but the next thing i know i woke up. it was morning and damian was sleeping on the floor.

was light. tongue numb. and our foot was freaking black. must be when we were at the carpark dancing without slippers.

sent damian downstairs. had teh-bing and felt like vomiting.

mum knew we went drinking cause when she woke up in the morning she smelled hard liqour from the toilet all the way to the door. hahaha. she didn't scold cause she's keeewl. hehehe.

I SERIOUSLY SHOULD STOP DRINKING. that's the thing i've been saying but not doing. oh well.

HEYYOZ. HEY YALL. PEEEKTURES TIME.

grosss

welcome to the black parade

there's still a funny 30mins video but it's  700mb. will find a way to upload.

today is the day manzxzxzzx

blog later.

super highhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

the taste of chlorine.

i hate him.

he fucking bully me in school. 

i don't understand. my life is terrible enough because of my class and now this fucking newcomer comes in and bully me. :(

hais.

really need to buff up asap.

can't wait for sunday ! 

reached home at 11pm.

still have to study. 

tomorrow 8am class.

think of it also sleepy already. hais.

and no more slacking.

now. study AEL.

tomorrow. study. gym.

wednesday. land training. study.

thursday. study. gym. study.

friday. study and go home slackkkk.

saturday. pool slot. land training. 

sunday. pool slot. enjoy.

monday. ah neh neh day.

sprint for a whole 1 hour today. 

it was shag. 

with the sun shining directly onto the pool. 

you can't open your eyes fully.

chlorine water and perspire dripping down your face making it even harder to open your eyes.

your hands are burning. your muscles are aching. you have absolutely no saliva left.

your mind doesn't want to stop but your body wants.

it felt like forever. 

every time i twist my trunk i just felt like the thing is coming out, especially when doing stern dip.

lesson learnt, don't eat ba chor mee for breakfast.

i think i got sunburnt again. -.- 

and i want go tanning soon because of the stupid tan lines.

i've hit 70kg recently, even if early in the morning never eat anything also 70kg. that's my stable weight already. like finally.

my target is to get heavier. was thinking of 80kg but i think that's too much?  

i want to get my full carbon double dutch paddle soon but i know we must still train with shotover. 

i don't dislike the shotovers, just that i want to have my chio full black dd with me. :(

4 more months ?

think i would prefer the holidays now than schooling although it was much tougher during the holidays.

school is slack, but bored. holiday is training, but can do anything i want.

school starts = no mahjong and drinking ? drinking confirm no-no but i want mahjonggggg.

somehow i felt he was a good and smart lecturer. hahahaha.

and can someone pleaseeeee get me the new macbook? damn chio man.

tomorrow going to row row row after a long long time. 

it has been ages since i last blog.

well. today's the start of a new sem. IS class is like so-so only. dread going to school tomorrow cause i need to face my classmates again.

stepped into school today and felt something different although for the whole holiday i've been going to school almost everyday for canoepolo.

enough of school. i want to talk about yesterday. 

12/10/08. 

had a small canoepolo clique steamboat session at sinhan's house.

but we went town before that cause SOMEONE said something.

by the time we finished buying all the things it was already 8.30pm.

we were just laughing throughout the whole session because of the suaning of each other.

dickson the beggar can definitely be the next fg.

everything ended at around 11pm. 

damian headed back home while the rest waited at the coffee shop and i went back home to take my unopened vodka.

ordered 4 bottles of beer only cause not everyone wants to drink beer and we still have vodka.

bought mixers and we started drinking. i've already have an aim of making dickson and leo drunk. hahaha.

dickson didn't want to drink at first but we kept feeding him vodka.

police came but it wasn't a warning about us gathering under the void deck or underage drinking. it's because i threw an empty bottle of green tea on the floor. it was like damn suay. cause when i turn and throw the bottle, i saw them coming out of the car but it was too late cause the bottle was released from my hands already.

jiawei and dickson got really really high, almost drunk.

my vodka finished. so mal and i went to but another bottle of scotch. 

by that time leo cant drink anymore cause he puked and ben went home.

void deck again and jiawei puked. 

started mixing the scotch. i did the last mix of the day and left it at the table while mal and i went to pee. when we came back sinhan finished the whole cup by himself. mal and i was like fuck we wanted to drink one.

i don't know who puked afterwards but someone did cause the void deck was in a mess.

went home. woke up and my tongue was like still kinda numb and was still light. prepared everything and headed to school.

jokers of the day: jiawei and dickson

turb0n3tics.

sehhhhhhhh.

finished these and some beer. the cup i stole from coffee shop. -.-

next time !

scotch baby !

no videos cause it's taking a dick to upload.

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slept at 5am on the first night.

had a little sleep on the 2nd night.

3rd night went drinking.

so... i was freaking sleepy and tired throughout the whole camp.

needless to say the after camp pool slot was a total killer to me.

i think i was having a mini hangover and when i sprint i felt my boat was going left and right, not straight. although alex told me nothing of this sort happened when i sprint.

drinking became puking again. hahaha.

drank with a few sprinters. quite funny when they got drunk/high. 

i just remembered i did like 5 star jumps because ben said it will get high, laughed at the slightest thing, played indian poker, played the hand game with sh (which he say don't have) 

and the things which alex said to me. 

i don't feel it myself but i will try.

maybe i just need more confidence in myself, don't be afraid to fail.

getting stressed AGAIN.

a little stress is good though.

the next thing is that i should really cut down on drinking. because of training and money. especially i shouldn't drink the day before a pool slot. it really drains me and i can't do my best making myself wasting my own time there. give it a count, it has been 3 pool slots i've done that sort of thing. 

school reopen next week !

parents leaving for japan in a few hours time.

kind of regretting now for not wanting to go.