Dad's going back tomorrow. I just feel sad for him. It's has been 6 years. I don't miss him anymore but I just really pity him. No man should leave his family for so long. and whenever he comes back I'm about half a year older. Half a year... it's too much of a change. But there's a still a bond between him and I. I guess this type of father-son bond is unbreakable, even if we did not see each other for ages. Guess when the next time he will be back? it's CNY. it's just not healthy like this. I'll just hope things changes for the better and he will be settling down in Singapore, for good.

I looked at my calender today. and I smiled to myself.

because, our 2 months break are coming. just 9 more days.

i really need this break although poly wasn't that tough.

it's just that. studying is getting seriously boring. how many times did we go through this process? We've been studying for like 12 years. so sick of it already.

and canoepolo is being missed. ngeeann swimming pool is being missed too.

we used to hit the waters 2 times a week. exercise together 3 times a week. 

2 weeks without those just doesn't feel right.

and i'm having headaches since yesterday. definitely not because of studying. 

i want to just laze aroundddddddd . .