Friday, February 29, 2008
Friday, April 26, 1991
Just like every other day.
Thursday, February 28, 2008
Friday, April 26, 1991
Tummy not feeling well for these few days or rather week.
Skipping lunch. Meaning 1 meal per day. Even if I've eaten lunch, it will only be a loaf of bread.
and after that I still goes to the gym.
Can feel the tiredness everyday probably due to the lack of energy.
I'm not on diet or saving money, just lazy to walk to the hawker centre.
An irony isn't it? Got effort to run but no effort to walk less than 50m.
Anyway my left eye was on a double eyelid for two days, I made it away this afternoon.
Cause look retarded having only 1 double eyelid. I mean if there's 2 then it's alright.
A little background about me.
I used to have often double eyelid on my left eye and sometimes on the right. Occasionally both eyes. The ignorant little me went to make off the double eyelid ( don't ask me how, I got my methods).
But the line is still there, so now I have a inner double eyelid. Will only come out if I cried terribly or am sick.
The 2 days of double eyelid was due to my flu, but I know if I hadn't make off the left eye, it would be permanant. My left is deeper than my right. So right harder to make.
Every now and then I can make it double since I got my method.
Something fun to play with if I'm bored.
Wednesday, February 27, 2008
Friday, April 26, 1991
i was never like this before.
that's what i remembered when i was lying down on my bed after throwing a ...
i notice this drastic change in me.
and i knew what was the reason.
i guess, when one first took the train, one wouldn't expect any changes in their life after that except happiness.
my compulsive behavior cost a change in me. also hurting people as well.
i was ignorant in the past.
the long walk back from MC house was what i needed.
enjoying the nightfall scenery and the quietness.
tranquility.
and of course in every situation like this, we will often ponder. long thoughts.
but at times like this, we get tired of thinking too and decide to enjoy the quietness.
i felt tired walking back because of the gym session during the evening and the disturbance in my sleep.
and that's what i wanted. but not really satisfying.
my eyes were heavy.
yes.
my legs were dragging because of the ache.
yes.
but my mind was still alert, thinking about so many things that i just wanted it to stop and just make it heavy. i wanted booze at that time. i really do.
reach home. still dragging my feet and opened the door lazily.
surf the web and i got aggitated again.
decide to take a bathe.
i just love the feeling of water trickling down my face. i squat on the floor using the wall to support my back. i left the shower on, the feeling of water hitting my face definitely felt good and it cooled me.
spent quite some time inside cooling myself.
came out feeling freezing cold as i did not dry myself at all and just a towel wrapping over my hip.
freezing but i wanted it. to numb something else.
finally after much torture, i decide to dry myself.
another feeling gushed into me.
it was the feeling of being refreshed.
surf the web again. pissed again.
and i threw a ... and lay on my bed. and that explains what i did before.
my blog. the only thing that i can tell to. though there's no reply word of comfort, but i'm glad enough to vent it out.
i really hate people to see this post.
Monday, February 25, 2008
Friday, April 26, 1991
why does every single move or thing the person say pissed me off so much.
believe it or not, I haven't open my mouth and talk to anyone for 3 days.
i'm just holding in everything.
the day i feel better is the day when i re-open this blog.
Friday, April 26, 1991
there's always a time and place for everything. . .
Sunday, February 24, 2008
Friday, April 26, 1991
Friday, February 22, 2008
Friday, April 26, 1991
OMFG EUGENE IS MAPLING.
side track a bit.
LOST S04E04 ending.
'Hi Arron.'
WTF!!!!! !@#$$%%&^*&
Thursday, February 21, 2008
Friday, April 26, 1991
Was thinking about the Toto HongBao draw $10 million.
What if I'm the sole winner resulting an inheritance of $10 million.
How would I spent that god-forsaken money?
1) Set aside $2.5 million to buy my Pagani Zonda. ( Inclusive of road tax, petrol and maintenance since this supercar cost $1.8 million )
2) $2 million for my parents.
3) $500k for my sister.
4) $2 million for a penthouse @ Orchard area, with simple furnishing since I'm not really a home person.
5) $10k would be given to FJSS out of sympathy because I really think the environment sucks.
6) $200k would be deposited into my bank for splurging.
7) Remaining $2.79 million will be deposited into a fixed deposit account and will take out only $1.5 million at the age of 45 which is my retirement age to travel around the world with my future wife. $1.29 million back to FD and when I die my children gets it. ( Won't tell them about the money for fear they become bums of the future )
8) I will continue working because money, is never enough.
No money will be given to charity since I'm not the type of person who gives politically correct answers and charity organisations have their means and ways to get donations furthermore I can only donate that amount to 1 organisation but what happens to the rest? The rest of the world? To be fair.
Anyway life doesn't always go that smooth. Different people have different lives, not that I'm saying sucks to be those people in need.
That's the cold hard truth about this world.
Never is it going be any much better.
Wednesday, February 20, 2008
Friday, April 26, 1991
Friday, April 26, 1991
What a long night.
Just came home.
4.10am.
Enjoy the nights, for all I know 2 months later would be the start of my Poly life.
Was called out for a round of alcohol as today is kind of Glenn's last day of enjoyment.
Bought 2 cans, 1 for me and another for SH. Waited outside 7-11 but the cashier demanded MC and Glenn IC. In the end help them buy and succeeded. Of course I'm proud of it. Meaning I have a mature or old ( Whatever you all want to call it ) face.
Baron in can is terrible. But I love the challenge.
So it's true.
Draught > Bottle > Can
Remember that.
Went 163 after we finished our drinks. Wanted to bluff our way through the auntie so that we can buy a bottle of Baron but failed.
Walk to FJSS. Memories returned. Intended to climb in but remembered that there's a camera facing the school gate.
Glenn felt tired and head home first. Was around 11.55pm.
MC, SH and I sat under the block and started to talk, about almost everything. Chat till around 2.30am.
After that we did bad things.
Home sweet home.
Monday, February 18, 2008
Friday, April 26, 1991
Everything seems to be coming back.
Sunday, February 17, 2008
Friday, April 26, 1991
Rotting at home again but it still totally beats rotting at work.
At least there's my comfy bed here and I can sleep openly.
Waiting for my pay day although I don't plan on spending but it's always great to see your bank getting fatter, never wishing it will ever slim down.
I'm already sober for 2 days. Great. Haha. Just joking.
Posting results going to be release next Tuesday? I can imagine those sad JC bastards going back to school on next Wednesday.
I'm aiming for this. No Havaianas because personally I think it's too common and the quality sucks. Pay more for a better one damn it.
The white is nice. Will buy it if I'm rich enough to afford the dirtiness.
Saturday, February 16, 2008
Friday, April 26, 1991
Stayed home all day.
Yesterday they had steamboat at my house.
Almost trashed the whole place.
Lost almost every game and I drank about half a bottle of red wine.
Head downstairs for a freezing Heineken. Damn nice.
I'm targetting to buy a Reef Slipper although it may cost a whooping $69.
So far life without working has been great.
Friday, February 15, 2008
Friday, April 26, 1991
Just came back home. it's 12.40am now.
Jobless is great. I love it.
Woke up by a call from MC asking me to go Jordon's house.
Played PS3 and blackjack there.
Winning, losing, winning, losing.
That's how boring blackjack can be.
I was the banker for the last few rounds, got $23 from it but I lost a little in the game before, so overall maybe earning for a pathetic $10+.
Went to watch Ah Long Pte Ltd later. While waiting for the movie, we went drinking again. This time I saw the Baron beer in the fridge and my eyes glittered. Immediately took out 1 bottle followed by SH and Jordon.
Head to the nearest void deck and started drinking. First time drinking Baron and I love it.
You people may think I may be becoming a drinker at the rate of drinking whenever I'm with friends. Fret not, Eugene is still the good boy that everyone knows. After the drinking they suggested for another round but I declined due to that I had drank a bottle of alcohol yesterday at home.
Walk back home as usual... Started thinking...
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a little bit off topic, I'm trying to drink these brand of beers, Baron is down. So I'm left with Stella, Kilkenny and Hoegaarden (I really want to try this).
Those peeps coming to my house today. For steamboat and we are catching Jumper. Another round of alcohol I BET.
Wednesday, February 13, 2008
Friday, April 26, 1991
It's finally here.
The day where I'm freed from this horrible prison with pay.
Tomorrow is the real start of my holidays...
and of course not forgetting it's Valentines Day tomorrow and the opening of Jumper.
Who would be my Valentine tomorrow? I found mine.
In my dreams.
I guess all Bachelors are staying home tomorrow and sleep?
Stay single and opportunities are abundant.
Single rules. -.-
Tuesday, February 12, 2008
Friday, April 26, 1991
Just read something off my friend's blog and I felt quite pissed about it.
Gambling on CNY.
People are starting to make it a money making scheme.
Where in the past it's all about getting together and having fun.
I'll always bet $2. Even if I lost BIG time ( which I always do ), I will never increase the stakes as this is not the way of recuperating the money and what's more, my parents always teach me not to do so as the banker is your friends/relatives. Don't EAT their money. If that banker is not yet working, one shouldn't bet so much because they want to win back the money. I just don't get it, when is gambling on CNY all about money-making? This type of people totally have no backbone and of course, self-centered.
Anyway those who increase their stakes thinking that they can win back their losses, they are risk having higher chances of becoming a compulsive gambler.
I'm refraining to be a compulsive gambler, the stage test is not here yet. It will be in the army, my uncle's son got into prison because of gambling influences in the army.
Things that I refrain in my life. Smoking, gambling and compulsive drinking of alcohol. Drinking alcohol now and then is alright. I love alcohol but not addicted. As for lust? Talk about it later in my life.
Monday, February 11, 2008
Friday, April 26, 1991
I just feel like posting something.
Say NO to Chinese songs.
Okay, that's about it.
CNY. The same routine every year. Maybe next year my CNY will be in Malaysia.
Talking.
Missing some things in my life.
Thinking if I had made the wrong choices.
Even if I did, life is full of choices, we still have to move on if we've made the wrong one.
Feeling jealous of people. for having...
tHIS is just so random.
Reason for me closing this blog is because I want to hide. I don't know why but I'm declining good things in my life.
Lots of thinking yesterday. Remembering the times, my friends, those fun.
And of course remembering those PROMISES that were made to me but never fulfilled.
Predicting my future, wishing hard. Stay strong.
OThers first, Me later.
Thursday, February 7, 2008
Friday, April 26, 1991
So it's Chinese New year already.
Missed yesterday post as I was busy.
But anyway, yesterday was the best reunion dinner I ever had.
It was at The Legends @ Fort Canning Park. Familiar?
When I first saw her, she was the prettiest thing I ever seen in my life.
She was some girl who is (Difficult to explain)
My heart beat so fast when she was looking at me.
I kept looking at her because it was like a super sweet eye candy.
I'm not in love, but I wish to love her.
Only for a day, now get back to my life.
Will update later.
Tuesday, February 5, 2008
Friday, April 26, 1991
Monday, February 4, 2008
Friday, April 26, 1991
Sunday, February 3, 2008
Friday, April 26, 1991
I wanted to take the whole week off since my company closes on Wed, Thur and Fri. By right I was going to take Mon, Tues off but a fucking email stopped me. Some dick head wanted us to ship out 100+ phones by Tues. So Eugene being so kind hearted only took leave on Mon and is going back Tues to help out. If not I can vanish from work for a week. But no. Well, that sucks. Totally.
Friday, April 26, 1991
I just came home and it's 4am now.
Yesterday was a strange day. I remembering waking up at 2pm, then I had my lunch. After lunch I crawled back to my bed and slept until 7pm. Strange, didn't know I can sleep so much. This shows that what working on holidays has impacted my life.
Anyway woke up at 7pm due to a sudden catered buffet invited by my cousin. So we sat my sister's company car there. Free petrol. Too bad on CNY my sister is lending the car to her friend, if not we have 2 cars. After the whole buffet thing my parents suggested to go plaza NTUC with my aunt. So we went, buy those CNY stuffs. Got a call from Glenn and I knew that my night will be long without knowing what he is going to say.
Headed home to change first, then proceeded to plaza mac. He just wanted me to accompany him to eat. But I went to buy 20pcs nugget. Went MC house after that and watch those Stephen Chow's movies. I was so sleepy due to my flu. Drank Breezer while watching and it would be my second bottle today. The first was at my cousin's place, free, who wouldn't want?
Sleepy now. Update later?
Saturday, February 2, 2008
Friday, April 26, 1991
Dad came back yesterday and guess what. I'm taller than him.
WOOOO. WAHAHAHA. FINALLY.
So anyhoo, went down to eat, supposed to be my treat but they don't allow. Anyway saw this cute little girl with her grandmother. I didn't know the fried chicken stall sold sets for children. Her grandmother had a full set of fried chicken while the little girl had her own mini set consisting of 1 small chicken and rice. So cute. She knew how to eat the chicken herself at such young age. Cute + cute. ^^
She just kept biting the chicken like this. o.O
