Sunday, December 23, 2007
Friday, April 26, 1991
I may be a Roman-Catholic but truthfully, I think that religion is more of a motivation to me than something which one believe in. If a person would throw me this question of 'Do you believe in God'? My answer would be 'I don't know'. But, let's give some thoughts into that question. Does any of it serve any importance in life?
Firstly, here is why I think religion is more of a motivation to me. I bet most of the people or rather everyone, do ask God for something although one can keep saying that he/she don't believe in religion. But however religion becomes a last resort for these people. Now, this is what I believe why people stop believing in religion. For example, a born beggar would start asking God for clothes, better life and health. The beggar would also question God why is his/her life such a terrible one. And at the end of the day, nothing of the things were given and nothing of the questions were answered. As time goes by, that beggar would eventually stop believing in God. Which is a common thing for most people because when one wishes or questions that were thrown to God was not answered or given, they too will stop believing. But if everything was answered or given, then, what's life? We would had own and known everything in this world if God really did those things. Naturally, it loses the meaning of life. I started using religion as a motivation during that tough week of mine. I asked and questioned God but none were answered, then, I realised that if I wanted that particular thing to happen, I better get off my chair and start working my ass off. If my life is terrible, I don't ask why, I take it as a test and work out my life, I change myself to be a better person. As what doesn't kills me just makes me stronger. Therefore, religion serves more of a purpose of motivating me.
Secondly, if I could make my friends/family/people laugh and be happy, what have I created? Happiness. So, doesn't that makes me a creator too. I don't see God making people laugh. (Maybe jokes relating to him though) Where is the believe in religion when war is ongoing? Where is the believe in Evolution when war is ongoing? My point is downright simple. Is it important to believe in any of those things?
Let's imagine Evolution was the answer of everything.
Me: Yay! We are evolved from Apes! Some shit created the first being! I'm right in believing in Evolution! Hah! Fuck off religion!
I would paused for awhile.
And after that, life goes on, we do our norm.
Now, imagine God was the answer of everything.
Me: Yay! I chose the right religion! Those who believed the other religion would go hell! Woo! Fuck off Charles Darwin! Creationism is something we should learn and believe.
I would paused for awhile.
And after that, life goes on, we do our norm. Again.
See, the answer to the start of everything, doesn't really matters at all because it doesn't help in any of the situation in life. We shouldn't waste time trying to find out what is the start, we should jolly well spend our time searching for a cure for AIDS. Some things are meant to be left undiscovered, if we would had come to a conclusion with a hard proof of what made the start of everything. The world would come to a screeching halt, people who had devoted to religion realised that their religion was just invented by a drunk lunatic then God knows what would they do. If Scientists would found out that God really existed, they would think to their ownself that the things they did had no impact in this world as magical things do happen, God, the creator, can create anything, why the hell does this world need Scientists? God knows again, what would those sad Scientists do.
In the end, every living thing would die one day, so if a particular person would had found out the start, what does his/her fact do to the world next time? If a person would found a cure for AIDS, his/her medical cure stays in the world forever and saves millions of people even though he/she dies. Now do you guys see the gravity of the situation in finding out what to believe? Spend time on things that are more fruitful then spending time on the start. In my opinion, I don't think any of the people in this would should waste their time finding out the start unless the world has everything it has, everything had been invented and everyone is happy. Then, I strongly suggest they spend their time finding the start because the world has too much pain and sorrow now and people should really do a part and change the world, making it a better place. Anyway, what do one mean the start? I just know that when NOTHING existed, there's NO time AT ALL. Only when things exist, t=0 would start ticking away.
If one would ask what's the purpose of life.
Me: I don't know.
Person: Then no purpose in life why do we live it?
Me: Then go and die la! KNS. Ask so much for what. Please die, when you don't enjoy life. Please die, when you think you serve no purpose in this world. For me, I enjoy life and believe I exist for a reason.
If someone would ask where does one goes after life, but, don't you realise by asking that question, one is already asking what would happen in the next life. If we can't remember our life before, don't expect to know what's the life after. Anyway, lesser knowing, excitement increases. More people would be excited to die. I would rather believe in after life because I can't imagine I would stop thinking and imagining in the coffin for 9999999999999999..... years? If I don't believe in after life, I'm afraid of dying. Because it's the end of everything for me. Life is exciting when less questions are answered, so stop asking!
Have fun reading! I know it may be senseless but I don't wish others to critic about it, I'm happy with what I believe in now and am happy with theories I made. So, by criticizing about my thoughts, you are just a destroyer, not a creator. Cheers! ^^
Lastly! Happy Birthday Mum!!!!
