Sunday, November 18, 2007
Friday, April 26, 1991
My ramblings.
It's 12.35am now and I'm fucking pissed since Friday.
This is the first time I regret choosing someone and the first time I regret spending so much money on something. It's useless in the end, I gained nothing but a good hard lesson.
Why do I always deserve this shit? I try so hard to be a good person but people is just using me or they are just too dumb to think of my feelings.
When I really need someone badly to talk to, I got rejected because of a game?
What kind of friend is this? I just need a listening ear so badly that time.
I just want to scream my lungs out. I'm such a fool!
I fucking hate you now. Seriously, hate. Nothing but hate. I just want to cry and scream.
The only people who stands by me always would be my 2 best friends. Leonel and Ying Jie.
When I need you, you shoved me aside.
Thank you. . .
