I'm not sure if I can hold on to it anymore longer but I will try. My fears are just coming back, I hate this feeling, I hate my life. I can't think of all these anymore, I don't want it to affect my studies. Too many problems that I don't even know what problems or what am I unhappy about now. I just know that this feeling sucks, and it is kind of familiar. To all we had kept disturbing me or laughing at me for the past few days, please pardon me if I offend you because I'm really moody these few days, not surprised that I would be pissed easily. Not sure what am I going to do now, I promised someone that I would not release my anger or stress the way I usually do. Enough of my problems here, shall move on to another topic. This week is totally screwed, not sure if I'm excited about next week because this week totally sucks until my sense of excitement is just gone. I know, friends are more important than anyone else. You can't possibly dump a friend for just some people who came into your life for just a few months. It is not worth it. Now, I don't even know why I'm talking about this. Maybe I just felt like talking about it a little. Sorry guys, I'm going to be kind of boring because my post has totally no sense as I type what comes into my head. I'm not sure why my mood is getting so nasty these few days, maybe it is just the heat? Give up? I wouldn't want and dare. I don't know, I really don't know. Maybe today is just a bad day and tomorrow would be better. I'm confused right now, just hope for a better tomorrow.
