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Friday, June 29, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

Finally, this horrible week has ended. I endured and I survived! Today was NCC day, nothing much, still the same every year. Had my oral exam after school so I went home before that. The oral was alright just felt a bit nervous before that. Tomorrow supposed to have my chemistry extra lesson but I had to attend a wedding. At last, some good food and money. I had been saving for this whole week, spending as little as much per day. Going to carry on until I'm satisfied with my money in the drawer. Heard that Transformers was good? Just going to wait for a good quality so I can download. Really very tired now, due to I slept at 1am yesterday. I really want to take a nap now but there's tuition later. Trying to ask for permission from my Ms Elegance whether I can skip. Daddy coming back later, just to attend that wedding but he will be just staying for just a few days.
Tired! Tired! Tired!
Sleepy! Sleepy! Sleepy!
zzz! zZz! zzZ!

Thursday, June 28, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

Seriously Depressed.
Mother Tongue Oral tomorrow.
Wish me luck and more luck.
I can't do my best.

Wednesday, June 27, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

Hair got caught today but in the end Mrs Teo helped me to plead with Mr Sng. Don't know what's the point of catching me and helping me but I'm starting to like her even more. My mother tongue oral will be on Friday. Prepare to fail? Everyone knows that I can't speak fluent Chinese. Just hope that the examiner will be old and dumb.
To all my classmates and friends who are taking their O-level Mother Tongue Oral tomorrow, good luck and do your best!
Stop your whining Ying Jie. LOL!!

Tuesday, June 26, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

I'm not sure if I can hold on to it anymore longer but I will try. My fears are just coming back, I hate this feeling, I hate my life. I can't think of all these anymore, I don't want it to affect my studies. Too many problems that I don't even know what problems or what am I unhappy about now. I just know that this feeling sucks, and it is kind of familiar. To all we had kept disturbing me or laughing at me for the past few days, please pardon me if I offend you because I'm really moody these few days, not surprised that I would be pissed easily. Not sure what am I going to do now, I promised someone that I would not release my anger or stress the way I usually do. Enough of my problems here, shall move on to another topic.
This week is totally screwed, not sure if I'm excited about next week because this week totally sucks until my sense of excitement is just gone. I know, friends are more important than anyone else. You can't possibly dump a friend for just some people who came into your life for just a few months. It is not worth it. Now, I don't even know why I'm talking about this. Maybe I just felt like talking about it a little. Sorry guys, I'm going to be kind of boring because my post has totally no sense as I type what comes into my head. I'm not sure why my mood is getting so nasty these few days, maybe it is just the heat?
Give up? I wouldn't want and dare. I don't know, I really don't know. Maybe today is just a bad day and tomorrow would be better. I'm confused right now, just hope for a better tomorrow.

Monday, June 25, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

Another boring day, really sucks when school reopen, can't talk to you often now. Hope tomorrow will be a much better day, PE rocks. Tomorrow will suck much more than today if my hair doesn't meet the criteria that me beloved Mrs Teo wants but I still love her no matter what.
Missing your sweet voice already.

Sunday, June 24, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

Sorry that I had not post anything for the past few days, was busy and coming home tired and late. All seems to be going well for this holiday but some things I just prefer to keep it to myself. I really do have the feeling of closing this blog and make a super private one that even the person I love could not view. I really want to say out some things but then of course, impossible. I will just do it 1 more time alright? Today was a great day, went Jurong point and shopped. After that took we decided on the next location inside the MRT as it was quite early, in the end took the train up till Changi Airport. Walked around and went took the long train back home. Great day today, always happy when I'm spending time with you.
School re-opens tomorrow, packing woes, grooming woes, study woes, but the best part is that I can finally meet up my friends again, it has been quite a long time since we see each other. I be a good boy tomorrow again, if you are smart, you will know what I meant. Really look forward to change my place, I just can't stand anymore seating with that elephant. My mood will immediately be spoilt when I sit next to her and I can't really concentrate at all, the worse part is that the time will be so slow that when I sometimes look at the clock, I will see the second hand moving backwards, no kidding. That's also the reason why I always sleep in class, I'm not that tired actually, it's just my mood changes from energetic to a mood where I practically feel so bored that it's sleepy. I will definitely miss those people who seats around me when teacher changes our place except for that elephant which I definitely not miss. Alright, today marks the end of our last holiday for those O-level students, we had our little enjoyment during this June holiday, now let's all work hard and get into the desired JCs and Polytechnics. Put those less important things to rest first, O-level is our top priority now! Work hard guys, see you tomorrow, don't be so sucked up about school reopening.

Thursday, June 21, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

Let me do a long boring post about what I did today. Woke up early in the morning and met up with zhining so as to get to the library early to get some seats. Waited outside for quite a while and I spotted a Indian guy who was quite familiar and I'm sure he's our school senior. I didn't want to make and mistake and get laughed by zhining as it would be the most horrible thing as she can be laughing for hours. I just asked her to look at that Indian guy and I was right, he was Thinesh. We observed him for quite a while but he didn't notice us, he is just hilarious, seeing him cleaning his perspire all that. Right zhining? Come on, just imagine I'm doing that action now. Haha. In the end, we sat together and stated doing our homework and then saw Xiu Hui, Sasi, Larissa and Corinne. Went for lunch after that with zhining only. Got a warning letter when we got back. Bloody turban, it was him again. Continued doing homework and here comes the joke of the day. Thinesh stomach grumbling, from the looks and sound of zhining laughter, it was hilarious. But so sad, I was listening to songs. After awhile he left, my view was cleared and I saw this middle-aged loner guy seating in the corner with arms akimbo, was so funny when he did that. Hard to describe it though, told zhining she laughed. Was really tired by evening and we started to slack around. Every time we left the library, to entertainment centre, zhining and I will sure shiver. Cold~ Left the place at around 6pm and went for dinner, after that walk around IMM as zhining haven’t been there for a long time. Sent her back home after that, yes, gentleman’s act only. No, I’m not a Bangladeshi worker who help to carry things as Mdm Tan’s definition of gentleman was help to carry things.
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Happy already? Got a lot of your name. Haha!

Did a little drawing today. Stupid turban, that librarian.

Zhining and my watch. Haha. Mine nicest!

Wednesday, June 20, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

Finally Ms Elegance is coming back today. It has been a super super fun one week but it turns super super lonely when night comes. There's a price to pay for everything right? I get my fun, I got to suffer. I can say that for this whole year till now, that one week was the best. Not because of no one is at home but it's the time I get to spend with her. Ms elegance coming back at night, she bought a lot of things, I got new stuffs again! Woke up at 12pm for awhile and went back to sleep till now. Wasted too a lot of my precious time where I could be doing homework so now I got to finish it a lot faster. Still left with quite a few unfinished homework.

Tuesday, June 19, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

Oh my god, can't squeeze out anything interesting to post today!

Monday, June 18, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

I won't say what is right or wrong or argue about the subject on looking other people phone's sms without permission. Anyway, why would you ask for permission? You shouldn't see that in the first place. That's private. Alright, I will cut to the point, I was so pissed that I went to sit alone and start typing my blog draft into my phone. Pardon me for those vulgarities, on second thought, why should I ask you to pardon me? This my blog and I can write what I want, the following post may just stain your eyes and spoil my image but who gives a fuck when I'm pissed? Here it goes:
What the fuck, this is getting over the limit. Intruding people privacy and saying it in front of me that you had read my message. You think that is cool? That's total bullshit damn you! To make things 'more interesting' for yourself, you can even say the message contents out in front of other people. Don't you think I'm scared of saying your name out here because you don't even deserve my respect, SIM HONG QUAN. What? AUSM, are you even fit to be one if your character sucks? Stop being a kid and grow up please. So what if I have one? You don't have one because you are just an immature 3 year old kid who keeps calling me daddy which is totally fuck because that sounds gross. Trying to act cute eh? If I ever had a son like you, I rather die and cut off my dick because having a son like you is traumatizing enough to have a second one. Ah, Darius just cycled past me while I vent my anger on this pathetic phone. Think you so great is it HongQuan? You merely go NCC and act your manliness in front of those cadets but you are actually gay, too gay to function I think. Have not I caught you erecting while standing up in class during Secondary 2 on Mdm Quan class, I will still think that you are a girl. What the hell! Are you mesmerizing Mdm Quan wrinkled butt or breast you this damn sick no life pervert that came out of your mum ass instead of her 100 year old vagina. Both are equally bad I assume.
That's all, still pissed by the way. You didn't even apologise but instead wish me good luck? Lesson learnt today, don't ever lend your phone to that bloody mother fucking retarded worse than John Choo and face look like my ass(No, my ass is not smiling today, it's rotten with millions of maggots) named SIM HONG QUAN. Why does this type of people exist in the world? It's just wrong to have them around. God made them to make this world more interesting or worse? As if my life problems is not bad enough and now a new problem just popped out like that. Terrible day today.

Sunday, June 17, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

~HAPPY FATHER'S DAY~
HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY______I LOVE YOU______ HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY HAPPY
Alright, enough of that. Nice day today but still left with unfinished homeworks. Going start staying healthy tomorrow. NCC camp tomorrow, still considering whether to go because this upcoming camp is a total bull shit planned by Devan. Hope at least he will plan good food as that is his specialty or talent?

Saturday, June 16, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

FUN DAY! That's about it.
Ever wonder how can I be fun by staying at home?

Friday, June 15, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

Alright, I'm going to blog properly today. Really have fun today, THANK YOU for sacrificing your time. I LOVE YOU. Anyway, things had not been going well this year. Too many problems that I can't even catch my breath. I know that studies is the most important thing for this year but I don't feel like studies is a very hard problem to solve. It's the things around us that are harder to solve than studies. I may be paranoid but why would I feel paranoid if there are no signs of things happening? It's the things that others do that make us paranoid about something. All I could say now is that I must leave all those problems aside and just concentrate on my studies. Leave those mind-boggling problems to the last but don't run away from it. Just felt bored and a bit Cuckoo! Those things I said doesn't really relate to my life. I'm officially declared a loner till next Wednesday. I really love a particular Monkey, so cute. Not forgetting Queenie too. Why are there no interesting movie to download? Waiting for a good quality of Fantastic Four. Life sucks without you.
Quoted by that CUTE Gloony: ' I want to play Bobble Puzzle '. Any error? HAHA!

Thursday, June 14, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

Day 2 of my home alone.
I love this book. Really interesting for me.
A short history of nearly everything by Bill Bryson.
To that Gloony, it's alright. But! You still owe me! This debt will never be cleared. Haha!

Wednesday, June 13, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

So alone. Just got my music to accompany me.
Need to get out of this house as soon as possible. But there are no plans.
Too bored until I took out a book and read. Since when do I read a book? Cuckoo! Cuckoo!
Loneliness can make one go crazy? I don't know.
I just know that I need someone to buy food for me or my laziness will just make me stay at home and go to every corner to find any food left. No, I don't want to eat a lizard's tail.
My wish for now, there's food outside my door step for every meal!

Tuesday, June 12, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

Homework.
Ms Elegance flying off today.
Ming Chuan and Glenn coming to stay overnight.
Need to entertain them.
The following sentence is for a special someone only, if you are smart, you can read between the lines.
Monkey Never Invite Nincompoop Guest.

Monday, June 11, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

Went out with Glenn today.
Tired and sleepy all the way because of yesterday.
My house will be noisier than before after 13 June.
Home alone = Blasting music
I just need to add this shit now, Ms Elegance wanted me to put a particular song into her MP3 and she don't know what's the name. She sang it out! Ms Elegance: 'Anymore~ anymore~'. Guessed this song? It's 'makes me wonder' by maroon5, go to Zhi Ning blog to listen. Just can't believe my mum sang that. God! So traumatized now.

Sunday, June 10, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

Cycling today again. Did not cycle much today, we just found this nice place and start taking photos and videos. Kept retaking the downslope video so we kept going uphill, was real tiring. Saw a couple making out in the car, they jumped up once they saw us.
Oh my god. It's 4am now. Just went cycling with Glenn. Cycled from Bukit Panjang> Bukit Timah> Bukit Batok> Chua Chu Kang then back here. Wanted to go MacDonalds and slack but we forgot that it doesn't open 24hours today. Real tired now, tonight, I mean, morning, never mind, can sleep well already. Tomorrow going to repair hand phone, doubt I can wake up early. Anyway, many thanks to Glenn for accompanying me home again.
Chiong ah!

Group Photo =)

Do-Re-Mi. Can't see Ming Chuan head.

Glenn's the coolest and mine the suckiest =(

My Children.

Us. >.<

Saturday, June 9, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

My handphone having problems, no wonder I slept soundly till 11.59am. My friends called me and message me but I did not receive until 3pm. Once again, I can't sleep past noon but I woke up, on my computer and went to sleep again. I woke up at the right time to prepare for my cycling trip with Glenn and Leonel. It has been a long time since I cycled with my friends. Came home muddy, wet and tired. Maybe going night cycling with Glenn later if my Ms Elegance allow. Overall for today was fun!
Leonel (10) seriously look like he is peeing.

Friday, June 8, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

The news has been broken. I know it's heartbreaking I would do anything to help you except breaking my promise. It really doesn't matter who is that person. What is the point of knowing who is he/she? It doesn't change anything and neither does it helps. Unless you give me a very good reason and maybe, I would tell you. You can scold me all you want, you can threaten me all you want, you can even beat me up but I would not tell you who is it. Please do some thinking, there's no free lunch in this world, if that person would tell me about that thing, he/she would have make a deal with me. And yes, I had made a deal, by gaining this information, I have to keep that person identity no matter what. Respect my principle. I really want to help you but I'm sorry. It really doesn't matter and what would you gain from getting to know who is that person? I would happily answer any of your questions but I will not answer your question if you want to know who's that person. I'm willing to take all the blame, I just don't want anymore people to be involved in this matter.
Another thing, sorry that I did not tell you earlier. It's really a hard decision to make. Luckily Glenn who is matured enough got the courage to tell you. Glenn words does make a lot of sense. Maybe is just that I love avoiding things so I did not want to tell you but no matter what, just stop brooding over such things, O-level is more important. I know it's easier said than done but for now, I can only think of these things to comfort you. Lastly, I'm really sorry

Thursday, June 7, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

I'm confused and scared now but not the the extent of no mood.
Can someone please tell me what is the duty of a good friend?
This is a very contradictory subject.
From what my votes are showing, I must be the evil one.
- Questions will not be entertained about this particular post but comments to that question are welcomed. -

Wednesday, June 6, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

Homework! Homework! Homework!
It's starting to pile up, as expected.
Target. To finish everything by Sunday.
Seems impossible, but I'll try.
Revision starts next week.
The TRUTH: It may not lead you to where you thought you were going, but it will always lead you somewhere better. When ignored, it will eventually show itself. The closeness of your relationships is directly proportional to the degree to which you have revealed the truth about yourself. It can be painful.

Tuesday, June 5, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

Ying Jie did not come today, must be due to his laziness or he woke up late. He still dare to tell me that he was sick when his voice was so healthy and my reply was: 'Ya..right!'. Today I was fooled by someone to come to school at 8am where the lesson starts at 9am. Anyway today lessons were boring as usual. Kept dozing off during Maths period and Mrs Li sent me a walk to the library. How nice? I should sleep more often so I can get more walks around the school. Break time, Leonel and I could not decide what to eat so we just bought potato chips and eat on the way back to class. I'm getting breathless easily nowadays, my chest just feel tight sometimes. Lesson ended, went to study with them. I'm really sorry Glenn, I don't blame you, I really deserve that. I'm really scared now because I'm turning back to my old ways, when I'm in Primary school, I always disturbs my friends and in the end got into fights. I controlled my behaviour in Secondary but now, it seems to be like coming back. I decided to be less disturbing with my friends because I really can feel that something bad is happening. Homework woes. Rushing them now.

Monday, June 4, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

Woke up late in the morning, phoned Ming Chuan to go first promising him that I will catch up. Walked super fast till Petir LRT station and I'm exhausted already so I walked to school slowly after that. Did not managed to catch up.
Back to class, I'm panting already, stamina really sucks now. 2 hours of Additional Maths is really a killer.
Break comes, I suddenly felt energetic. Went to buy snacks to get ready for the next lesson.
Physics lesson, I broke my promise again. I played, anyway I really hate studying in the AVA although the air-con was good. I have little self-control alright? Picnic inside.
Chemistry lesson next, Ying Jie sat next to me and that will be equal to? We played throughout the lesson, surprisingly, we were caught by Mrs Teo just only once.
Lesson ended, went to canteen in search of food because it was raining outside. However someone spoilt by mood and he's non other than the fucking irritating Zulryme who tries to act gangster but failed countless times. Almost fought with him, but as I said, he failed to be a gangster countless times so this time he backed out as usual. Proceeded to the concourse trying to search for someone, but from far, I can already see that person with someone so did not want to walk there and tried to act as if I did not see anything. Went to sit at the table outside the General Office, it was almost time and so Leonel and I walked to Chemistry Lab which I'm so reluctant to go there. No choice, but to face the facts. Ignoring starts now.
Chemistry Lab was in chaos, especially my bench which Afiq and Arvin came and disturb me. On top of that, Ying Jie was my sitting partner, that will be total chaos. Ying Jie and I were just crapping around and playing with chemicals. Ying Jie was engaged in a water fight. Although I was not in the mood at that time, Ying Jie brought my mood back.
While waiting for those 3 guys at the Haven, thought about it. Realised I was in the wrong, I'm really sorry for ignoring you.
Soccer starts, played till so tired. My legs was aching, due to the morning intensive walk and soccer. Decided to go to the mama shop to get some drinks and food, saw Zhi Ning. Such a coincidence.
Ended around 5pm. Glenn, Ming Chuan and I was having a meeting at the traffic light as usual to decide what to do next. As usual again, we did not come to any decision. Walking home was like killing me. I dragged my legs home. Now, sitting on a chair, it feels so good. It will be better if someone would massage my legs. No dinner for me today, Ms elegance got facial and I'm too lazy and tired to go down and pack dinner. Guess I'll be hungry till tomorrow. To think of it, I did not even eat lunch today. Wow, I did not eat for the whole day, I only ate potato chips, Mentos, Hi-chew, 2 packets of M&M crispy. Oh my god?

Sunday, June 3, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

Tuition today, a guy was asking my tutor will he miss us when we graduate and my tutor reply was: 'Out of sight, out of mind'. It's true actually if you think about it, how could you be thinking of another person if suddenly you don't see him/her for a long time unless that person is someone you love. Anyway that boy who asked this, I feel that he is kinda gay. Tuition freaks, can't be help right? Pirates of the Caribbean: The curse of the Black Pearl is showing on channel 5 later, now I can catch up since I got the 2nd one and I'm going to watch the 1st one later.
Must we give politically correct answers to be successful in life?

Saturday, June 2, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

Woke up early this morning, I just found out that I can't sleep past noon anymore. I'm so longed for a nice-long sleep. Anyway today woke up and decided to watch Pirates of The Caribbean: At World's End which I downloaded it a few days ago. Did not want to watch it before because I did not have any interest in this movie actually, just download of the sake of fun? So as to kill time, I decided to watch it today since I have no plans for the afternoon. Overall was good, quite funny, fighting scenes are kinda cool. Except, there are some parts which I don't understand, maybe going to re-watch it some other day. I did not watch the first two ones but I don't think it affected me much when I watch this. I got the second one but I'm just to lazy to watch it, still wrap in a nice plastic. After the movie, decided to rush all the homework that are due on Monday, I just can't waste anymore time. Finished all except Physics which I'm still figuring how to do when I'm blogging now. Can't play anymore during Physics lesson, I really need to catch up for that 2 lesson of Physics fun in the AVA. Later going to revise that chapter. Going to start my revision after the extra lessons? Which is the 2nd week of June I think. Study mood still not here, but I will try to squeeze it back into me. Haven't really have any enjoyments during this holiday, I just need one day, just one day of enjoyment with my friends and I'll be glad.

Friday, June 1, 2007

Friday, April 26, 1991

Boring lessons today.
Black ink on my thumb because of someone.
Played with the toilet doors and my past injury came back.
Walk home alone.
Wanted to take a short nap, but it became a super long one and I made that person wait. Sorry.
Neck hurts.
Tuition later.